So something that my friends and family know about me is that I LOVE music! Love, love love it. It is my go to when I’m in every kind of mood. I love all genres but especially rock music, that holds a special place in my heart. The reason I love rock music is because you can literally FEEL the emotion behind the music, in the voice, in the instruments… it’s amazing. If I can’t feel the beat in my chest and if the guitar riffs don’t give me goosebumps, I’m out. My favorite band is In This Moment. Her music sounds like it was written to me. We’ve been through similar traumatic situations. I feel every song. Her voice gives me goosebumps. I can feel it in my soul. I honestly can’t put into how much I love that band.
I love many many other bands and I’ll definitely talk about music throughout my blog. But what I’m getting at is that I love music, and I can even sing. So what happens when I’m home alone or in my car, songs will come to me. This has happened for years, but only recently have I started writing down the lyrics which resulted in a book that I call my “Creative Outlet” full of these lyrics, or poems, whatever you want to call them. I hate calling them poems but I guess that’s what they are haha. I’ve always loved writing and these spurts of musical creativity have been a little secret of mine. I’ve been feeling uninspired lately when it comes to what to write in my blog, I figured it would be a good time to share some of the lyrics I’ve written. I’ve shared my deepest darkest secret, why not share another one. I’ll share a few at a time, so I’ll start with my favorite and one other. Hope you enjoy ❤ x0.
Not This Time
His voice was smooth as molasses Dripping through my ears I couldn't help but listen To the pain I've caused all these years They say time heals But not this time I've cut too deep Your scars still bleed As I hear every word of all your hurt I can't help but admit that I already knew about the shit that I caused you I say sorry and wait for forgiveness But not this time
Darkness (My fave)
My heart is heavy My soul is black I don't want anyone to see The darkness that I have Another day to fake it Even the ones who see are so blind Get me out of this dark hole Teach me to fly again I'm scratching at the walls But no light seems to be shining in There aren't enough hours in the night for me to awaken and feel alive This monster is choking me Will I make it? I can't breath Let me go, Let me go I can't breath.