Blog, Depression

My Monsters Are Real, They Are Trained How To Kill

In this moment, I can breath a bit easier. Inhaling and lifting my chest without the familiar tightness, exhaling audibly because of the pure relief I feel. In this moment, I sit in silence as the clock ticks, signaling another passing minute. Signaling that the inevitable is coming and that my time is precious. The… Continue reading My Monsters Are Real, They Are Trained How To Kill

Blog, Depression, Life Lessons

A Storm is Brewing

When life gets too busy, we tend to only make time for what needs to be done in that moment. We forget about our goals, what we need to work on with ourselves and our lives. As the storm calms, we then are left with the suppressed thoughts and feelings that we thought were of… Continue reading A Storm is Brewing

Depression, Life Lessons

Everything Else Can Wait

Teaching yourself to let go of your every day to-do's and focus on yourself is something that I have always struggled with, something that I needed to do this week. I felt a little lazy this weekend, didn't accomplish any of the shit I wanted to, then on Monday I went for a big run… Continue reading Everything Else Can Wait

Blog, Depression, Life Lessons

Regrets? I have a few.

February has been shit to say the least. I find January and February to be the most trying months when it comes to my moods. I think next year I might be proactive and up my meds before winter lol. January wasn't as bad, but this month... fuck, so shitty moodwise. You would think it… Continue reading Regrets? I have a few.