February has been shit to say the least. I find January and February to be the most trying months when it comes to my moods. I think next year I might be proactive and up my meds before winter lol. January wasn't as bad, but this month... fuck, so shitty moodwise. You would think it… Continue reading Regrets? I have a few.
Children need to be brought up in a home where self-expression is encouraged and there is room for them to build their self-identity. What that exactly looks like, I'm not sure. But I imagine there is a lot of love, a lot of understanding and forgiveness. I can't help but sometimes feel cheated due to… Continue reading Who Are You Really?
My mind reminded me this week that you can never have too much of a good thing. I mean that term like "You've been stable for too long, let me (Bipolar) remind you I'll always be here to fuck with you" I was feeling off starting on Monday and it has progressively gotten worse. It… Continue reading Too Much of a Good Thing
I think it's time to share how being sexually abused has affected my life. How it fucked with my head, especially because of the fact my father was the one who abused me. The one man every little girl is supposed to feel safest with... the one man I was supposed to trust with my… Continue reading Daddy’s Little Girl
It's been awhile. Sorry I've been absent but I assume you understand. I've been wanting to write but just haven't found the time between work, appointments, exercises, spending time with friends and family and finding strength in my hand. If I would have written a week ago, it would have been in a much happier… Continue reading Pity Party