Blog, Depression

My Monsters Are Real, They Are Trained How To Kill

In this moment, I can breath a bit easier. Inhaling and lifting my chest without the familiar tightness, exhaling audibly because of the pure relief I feel. In this moment, I sit in silence as the clock ticks, signaling another passing minute. Signaling that the inevitable is coming and that my time is precious. The… Continue reading My Monsters Are Real, They Are Trained How To Kill

Blog

I’m Not “Reliable” Enough

The people who are closest to you will hurt you the most and also be the hardest to forgive. This, I've learned.You are born into the unconditional love and protection of your parents, but that is not always true. This, I've also learned. Every time I try to find forgiveness, it seems to slip through… Continue reading I’m Not “Reliable” Enough

Blog, Depression, Life Lessons

Regrets? I have a few.

February has been shit to say the least. I find January and February to be the most trying months when it comes to my moods. I think next year I might be proactive and up my meds before winter lol. January wasn't as bad, but this month... fuck, so shitty moodwise. You would think it… Continue reading Regrets? I have a few.

Blog, Poetry

Women

The say men are now afraid.I can't help but not feel sorry for themDo you remember us in the 'good ole days'It about time they had a taste of their own medicineFinally women have a sayGod forbid she tell you not to touch her that wayFinally women have a voiceGod forbid she finally has a… Continue reading Women

Depression

PMDD?

I think I learned to suffer in silence because I have always felt like such a burden to the people around me. I'd rather drive myself crazy trying to figure out how to help myself than to have to ask someone for help. This is something that about my personality that will be hard to… Continue reading PMDD?